After some minor contemplation and quite some time sorting information, I have decided to start a blog. Quite different from a livejournal for it's content and usage. Also varies from the various self blog websites of myspace and facebook.
While learning more about this new yet familiar sphere, it was important to think about the direction to take this new venue of self-expression. There is some doubt as to the number of people willing to frequent and view this tiny arena, for most have ignored my other writings (very often ignoring the very person standing in front of them, although they are not alone in the blame *looks down guiltily*), surely this place would get even less frequenteers (no frequenter, frequent-eer, yes, I made that up).
Be that as it may, it might as well be time for a little girl to take a stand and quietly begin to fully express the years of silence.
Do not be deceived in thinking me mute, for I am not only mouthy and opinionate, I have a great lack of censure and social grace; which probably accounts for half of my problems.
There is a good understanding of where this place will go. Never quite the way I want it, but probably showing more than I would have thought possible. For that alone, it may be worth the effort; the fear and worries that held me so.
This shall be a happy place, if only for me alone. I do believe every day should be a happy days, so that every night would be a sweet and peaceful night. I hope to be able to come everyday and to fill this microscopic minuscule world-if only a little, with joy and random fun.
It will be a slow process, but I know this is the right step. A small but correct step in moving towards a bigger goal. Building foundations, one could say. From hereon forth, I shall rebuild my once-in-ruins foundation.
To those whom took the time to actually glance through this and skimmed some of my nonsense: thank you. It may be nothing for you, but you just spent at least a minute of your time on something I did. Somehow, that feeling for me is very sweet. To my friends that actually read it, an even more heartfelt thank you-especially for putting up with my crazy writing; because sadly, there's going to be a lot of it now. ^_~
I'd ask you to stay for tea, but since it is getting late; maybe next time. I'll even bring chocolate.
Hugs and Kisses :)