Sunday, March 29, 2009

away for a while

Things are really crazy and slightly messed up at the moment. I'll be away from the blog and such for a bit. Maybe a week or two. Cannot survive without more than that. Hahaha.

Good news, a huge weight was lifted from me last week when I was assure my job. People had been let go, but during my review, my supervisors/bosses were very happy with me. So, horray!
Bad news, the guy and I are on an indefinite break until things clear up. More for myself then him. Will write more when I'm feeling better. He was being a stupid egocentric ass who is unwilling to compromise. This woman does not deal with this crap (or at least, I'm slowly learning). No worries though, I'm getting much better and am doing rather well now. I'll just be avoiding the net and phone for a while and will be back soon. :)

I went to a very dear woman's memorial over the weekend. She and I had fell out of touch some time ago, but I love her dearly and will miss her.

And as such, I will try to live my life to the happiest and fullest everyday doing what I want and not let anyone or any thing stop me for doing the right thing. ^___^

I may have suffered a few heartbreaks, but I feel I have matured much. To the future!

Love you all and miss you every single day.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

A big thank you!

Thanks everyone for your advice, thoughts, and much needed wondrous insight! I send out big internet hugs. ^___^

To update, the guy and I had a talk and we've in agreement to slow things down. :)

Thank you, thank you! The extra confirmations and boost of confidence to know that I should do what is best for me.

I also spoke with my mom; very calmly and nicely, that I need to experience living on my own. So she and I have been looking around to help me move out. If only for a little while, I should live on my own and grow up a little being independent and such. ;)

Things are going fairly well although I won't be able to blog or surf blogs as much anymore. We're officially locked out from work. *sigh* Want to surf blogs.

And yes, I feel very much loved by everyone. Like the cute little puppy. Thank you, thank you, thank you all!

I am so lucky to have all of you as friends, even if only seeing each other rarely or if once a year, and if only a slight maybe in the future. ^_~

I send out much love!