Sunday, December 26, 2010

Happy Winter Holidays~~~

I cannot express how happy and touched I was when I saw the comments to my first post after so long. It has encouraged me to work hard to at least try and post a little every now and then and try to keep in touch with everyone. :)

And to that extend, please endure through (or skim if you can, ^_~) my reattempts at blogging/writing/working hard to move forward.

I hope everyone had a wonderful winter break! Or at least got a break at some point.

It has been raining off and on the past few weeks. Although somewhat inconvenient for me (and rather dangerous for others - landslides, flooding, etc.), I actually enjoyed it rather much. Environmental skeptics should really pay attention to the weather these days. The shifts has been very noticeable. Don't know why so many people enjoy denial... myself probably included, but for different reasons.

This has been a good time for me. I usually slept in until 10AM each day. Great stuff.

Book-wise, I haven't read anything newly released. I did finish The Hathaway series. I love Bea. After reading her book, I realized why I had been so in love with this series. It was all about Beatrix. Lover her. Will gush later on, I hope.

Been looking for some good skincare as I've become pretty much allergic to everything out there. I have been making my own, so will post on the eventually.

Cooked some chocolate and apple cinnamon scones. They looked terrible but definitely edible. :D

I hope everyone had a safe, fun and happy weekend and to look forward to the next year.

I love you all very much!

Friday, December 17, 2010

Over a year and half later...

Guess this is still around, although no one reads it anymore. I think that might be a good thing.

Reading my old writings has been rather depressing. Of course, I'm just in a self pity mood these days.

I don't read as much, believe it or not. I still don't.

Still working at the same place.

Still living in the same place.

Still with the same guy (for now, I think he's getting worn out and vice versa).

My dog passed away. That was probably the single most devastating thing that has happened to me in a long time.

Stopped writing for a real long time, but am slowly trying to get back into it. The noticed how terrible my writing skills have become. No adjectives and riddled with spelling and grammar errors.

I sit in the cubby walls, lit by the painful unnatural light only to see how life has moved on so quickly without my noticing.

Feelings of joy become mixed with envy when I see how many people have proceeded to excel at life and living. For most, they work so hard I cannot help but be proud and try to let the world know how great they are. For the few, I wonder how it is that life looks like a gentle clean breeze that does nothing more than sweep the few off their feet in an easier and more fruitful life in comparison to the world I dwell.

Who knows, maybe this and the other will slowly be the knock I need to wake up out of this unbearable stasis.

The conclusion, I complain way too freakin much. And therein lies another complaint.